Another Surprise from God

I have been waiting for three days since the interview of "exchange participant" selection for well-known youth international organization in this world.. And finally, I got the email which is stated

"CONGRATULATIONS and welcome to AIESEC's life"

I just couldn't hold my tears at that time, my heart beat fast, and I was excited to tell my parents about this news. My father and mother seems happy but also sad if tomorrow I should leave them for a long time more over I should leave them for another country. But... It is not a problem at all actually, because they proud of me. Alhamdulilah, Thank God :')

Trust me ! Seeing our parents happy is more than an ordinary happines.

Learning process

This is what I called a learning process. As I grow up, I feel more understand that every single person in this world has different ideas, point of views, goals, and many things. Even the most romantic couple in this world must be also has differences each other. I realized that sometimes I just can't face the reality that everything and everyone could not be the same like me. But now I know,

Life is all about accepted all imperfect things perfectly. 

Don't waste your time by always complaining. 

Don't hate people who can't be like what you want ( they aren't robot that always obey your command, they have right to do everything they want ). 

Yaa, humble.. I'm still trying to find my own key to open the humble lock on mine, feel free to help me guys. I will need you, because that is what friends are for, right ? Help each other :)

Hi, I'm happy here :)

It's been a week I ran myself as an international student in my own country. I really enjoy being here. I feel like I got what I deserve. All the university give are totally satisfying, from the qualified lecturer, strict rules, the environment, and many things. It seems like the condition of my new place here support me to be a better and qualified student so that I can be the real international student that can compete with other international students from another country.

I dont know how should I describe what i really feel now, I just feel happy and happy in every single day I through... Thank God :')


With love,
DINI

                                                                                    

                                                        

GNFI - Good News From I :D

I need to tell you, I'm officialy a part of  my dream university (read: Universitas Gajah Mada). I'm so happy you know, this is what I wait this long. Now I studied business there... Finally ya :')

I just wanna say thank to God. Everything I went through during the last 6 months has been the lesson of my life. I'm sure, there was nothing impossible in this world while we believe in God and we always want to try to achieve what we want.

Now.. I'm back guys ! Back from the darkness ! I hope I can enjoy every second of my life to study there, a place where I really wanted all along. Amin

I want.....

Have you ever feel like what i feel ? Where people only respect you when you have an achievement and then they will know you as a talented person.. hmmmmmm

Dont you feel upset when people you love proud to somebody who have an achievement ? Me ? Yes, i do. I do feel useless at the same time and it makes me wanna cry sometimes.

I know, I dont have any precious achievement like people you respect had. But at least, i'm happy with my life. And you know what ? Just because I dont have it at all NOW it doesnt mean that im fool and unskilled.

I ever be the top 5 of the best graduate in junior high school, i ever be the second winner of a modelling competition, i ever be the third winner of writing and singing competition, i was a balinesse dancer., and there were still a lot of things that you dont know. I dont mean to show what i ever did off before, but... Could you just a lil bit understand ?

Halo ! This is me ! Im still alive here, around you ! I also deserve to be proud of !!!!

You Make Your Own Luck

Sometimes I feel if I do the one who aren't lucky in this world

Sometimes I envy poeple who are success while I just stuck here,

 but I realized that I was thinking wrong about luck so far

Luck isn't a persons's destiny... Luck is a readiness to accept all opportunities that come. Maybe so far, I always waste all opportunities that comes to me, that's why I never feel lucky :(

Hmm.. I think I do need some efforts to reach my own luck, especially this year !
2011 is all mine

I Do Not Know

Have you ever felt completely hopeless about the future ?

Me ? Yes, I have !

 You know what you want,

You know what to do,

but you don't understand why everything could be like that

I'm not going to find out...

I just wanna let things go like flowing water

Well, I think the future is unpredictable so what i needed just to be more confidence and remove all the fear to face to the truth :)

 Good or bad ?

~ IT DEPENDS ON WHAT WE DO NOW ~