All Things I Got in Torun

The fourth of February 2012 I started my adventure to a place that far away from my hometown. It was a long journey, it was the first time for me to go alone, and it was a chance to spread the awareness of people about Indonesia and make everyone know and respect Indonesia in another country. I worked with children in the small city in Poland called Torun during the exchange. The name of my exchange's project itself is International Kindergarten. In this project I had two Japanesse, two Moroccans, one chinese and one Indonesian (me) as a team. I worked in five kindergartens there, there are: Pinokio, Melly Wielky Swiat, Alvik, Kangurek, and Kindergarten number 15. Trust me! You will be always happy around the children, I really enjoyed my time in the kindergarten everyday, the kids were cute and innocent, I love them. My favorite kindergarten is Pinokio. I have a mom and a daughter there and ever since I got back to Indonesia I can't stop thinking about them. Besides the story in the kindergarten, I also happy because I had a chance to teach Indonesian Language and Culture in the most famous university named Universiteit Mikolaja Kopernika. The response from the student were good, I really feel proud of myself at that time because I can introduce my hometown to them.

I feel lucky because of this exchange program and of course because of AIESEC I can develop myself. I can develop myself alone, no friends, no parents, no people I know before till I realized that I am a human being that can not live alone in this world. It was hard at the first but I tried to adapt to the situation. I remembered one proverb that stated “when in Rome, just do as a Roman do”, I know if I can not force the environment to adjust everything like what I want unless myself that supposed to do that. This program involve me to work with people from another country and it makes me get better to understand each other and it proves me that we can survive and unite inspite of diversity around us. The most important thing that I got from this exchange is when I feel homesick. I finally know how it feels and I realize that home is myself. At last but not least, sometimes people need to be alone so that they realize if what is around them is priceless. Thank you so much, AIESEC :)

My beloved team :)

2-3 years old group in Pinokio

What I did in the university, it was just a small group but still I'm happy because of it

my mother and the teacher in Pinokio as well

my daughter, Malesia. Kocham cie!!!!!

Nduty :')

January 26th, 2012

It was the last day for me to be in Jogja, a place where my heart belongs.

Nduty.. Yes, it is a special name from me to call my special person. Unfortunately, I should leave him for a couple months. It might be ordinary thing for you, yet not for me.
I saw something from his eyes this evening when he say goodbye to me in the airport, I saw his effort to make me happy recently, and one thing that makes me quite surprise is he change his photo in his twitter account with me. Those things are more than enough to prove if he care :)

Now... I understand if he has his own way to love me.

I MISS  YOU

  -Dini-    

Dia...

Dia...

Berpiawai ramah, humoris, ceria, selalu menyenangkan, dan itulah yang sekiranya aku tahu tentangnya

Dia...

Layaknya manusia biasa, terkadang dia berubah. Bak air laut yang terombang-ambingkan oleh ombak, tak tahu kemana arahnya. Kadang dia datang namun kadang dia juga pergi

Dia...

Seperti medan U dan aku medan S pada magnet. Tak bisa lepas, meski dipisahkan dengan jarak yang sangat jauh sekalipun

Dia...

Entah bagaimana harus kutulis lagi lebih banyak cerita tentangnya dan entah bagaimana pula harus kudeskripsikan wataknya

karena,

Dia adalah Dia :)

My journey is almost begin :)

Halo, guys ;)
I hope you all are doing good in everywhere you are.


It's not more than ten days before I go far away from home to Torun, Poland. I know everything that I will face in my exchange program is gonna be challenging, yet I also feel a bit worry about it. Some stuffs have been packed properly in my backpack, several souvenirs are ready to be given, and the best presentation about my home country is in progress.
I won't expect too much from this, I just want all run smoothly till I get back to Indonesia. I realize if not all people can have this kind of chance. So, I want this is gonna be fun and I get a lot of lesson learned. I will use this chance to discover myself, especially when I'm alone, no parents, no friends, no one I know about people around me. Can't wait !!!!


Let's see what happen to me during and after my exchange activities.
See you~

The Most Favorite Words

"Sometimes people stop playing a game even though they know that they will win"

and

"Sometimes people keep playing a game even though they know that they will lose"

Learning Process Part Two

What I passed this long since the learning process article posted make me feel so grateful because God let me to learn more about this life. The point of this learning process is diversity. It is about how we face and how we deal to diversity. I know there might be someone out there who hate me now because of my unique characteristic that the others don't have, but I don't care with them. And you know what ? My life is too precious to waste my time thinking about those unimportant haters.

As an ordinary human, I do hate a certain person sometimes. I hate those who always talk me behind, I hate those who have two-faced in front me, I hate those who run their own life fake, I hate those who have no vision in their life. I was questioning myself.. “am I wrong to hate people like I mentioned before ?” and my deepest heart say “NO, it's normal”. I will more appreciate those who run their life as they are supposed to be including their good and bad behaviour rather than those who pretend to run their life as a person who only has good behaviour.

Is there anyone agree with me ?

Another lesson from this learning process for me is..I realize that it is impossible for us to have no hater in our life even though we have try to be flexible and acceptable for everyone. I dont know why, but this fact makes me stronger to be myself.

Thank God for this another valuable lesson that You gave to me step by step, I won't stop learning and this is my promise to You :')

Photo can talk

By looking at what was happening around me, I understand that every person has the other side that can not be seen from the outside. I was shocked when I saw a picture of quiet and innocent person posed "crazy" or "silly" on their social networking account. But now I realize that the photos can talk and describe the other side of someone.

So, now, what do you think about me ??

Another Surprise from God

I have been waiting for three days since the interview of "exchange participant" selection for well-known youth international organization in this world.. And finally, I got the email which is stated

"CONGRATULATIONS and welcome to AIESEC's life"

I just couldn't hold my tears at that time, my heart beat fast, and I was excited to tell my parents about this news. My father and mother seems happy but also sad if tomorrow I should leave them for a long time more over I should leave them for another country. But... It is not a problem at all actually, because they proud of me. Alhamdulilah, Thank God :')

Trust me ! Seeing our parents happy is more than an ordinary happines.

Learning process

This is what I called a learning process. As I grow up, I feel more understand that every single person in this world has different ideas, point of views, goals, and many things. Even the most romantic couple in this world must be also has differences each other. I realized that sometimes I just can't face the reality that everything and everyone could not be the same like me. But now I know,

Life is all about accepted all imperfect things perfectly. 

Don't waste your time by always complaining. 

Don't hate people who can't be like what you want ( they aren't robot that always obey your command, they have right to do everything they want ). 

Yaa, humble.. I'm still trying to find my own key to open the humble lock on mine, feel free to help me guys. I will need you, because that is what friends are for, right ? Help each other :)

Hi, I'm happy here :)

It's been a week I ran myself as an international student in my own country. I really enjoy being here. I feel like I got what I deserve. All the university give are totally satisfying, from the qualified lecturer, strict rules, the environment, and many things. It seems like the condition of my new place here support me to be a better and qualified student so that I can be the real international student that can compete with other international students from another country.

I dont know how should I describe what i really feel now, I just feel happy and happy in every single day I through... Thank God :')


With love,
DINI

                                                                                    

                                                        

GNFI - Good News From I :D

I need to tell you, I'm officialy a part of  my dream university (read: Universitas Gajah Mada). I'm so happy you know, this is what I wait this long. Now I studied business there... Finally ya :')

I just wanna say thank to God. Everything I went through during the last 6 months has been the lesson of my life. I'm sure, there was nothing impossible in this world while we believe in God and we always want to try to achieve what we want.

Now.. I'm back guys ! Back from the darkness ! I hope I can enjoy every second of my life to study there, a place where I really wanted all along. Amin

I want.....

Have you ever feel like what i feel ? Where people only respect you when you have an achievement and then they will know you as a talented person.. hmmmmmm

Dont you feel upset when people you love proud to somebody who have an achievement ? Me ? Yes, i do. I do feel useless at the same time and it makes me wanna cry sometimes.

I know, I dont have any precious achievement like people you respect had. But at least, i'm happy with my life. And you know what ? Just because I dont have it at all NOW it doesnt mean that im fool and unskilled.

I ever be the top 5 of the best graduate in junior high school, i ever be the second winner of a modelling competition, i ever be the third winner of writing and singing competition, i was a balinesse dancer., and there were still a lot of things that you dont know. I dont mean to show what i ever did off before, but... Could you just a lil bit understand ?

Halo ! This is me ! Im still alive here, around you ! I also deserve to be proud of !!!!

You Make Your Own Luck

Sometimes I feel if I do the one who aren't lucky in this world

Sometimes I envy poeple who are success while I just stuck here,

 but I realized that I was thinking wrong about luck so far

Luck isn't a persons's destiny... Luck is a readiness to accept all opportunities that come. Maybe so far, I always waste all opportunities that comes to me, that's why I never feel lucky :(

Hmm.. I think I do need some efforts to reach my own luck, especially this year !
2011 is all mine

I Do Not Know

Have you ever felt completely hopeless about the future ?

Me ? Yes, I have !

 You know what you want,

You know what to do,

but you don't understand why everything could be like that

I'm not going to find out...

I just wanna let things go like flowing water

Well, I think the future is unpredictable so what i needed just to be more confidence and remove all the fear to face to the truth :)

 Good or bad ?

~ IT DEPENDS ON WHAT WE DO NOW ~

See Everything Closer

As you all know, I'm 19 years old now. Umur yang cukup labil posisinya, ga muda tapi ga tua juga. Semenjak angka 19 ini dateng, I feels like living in two choices :

(1) Failure : live like this long and
stuck

(2) Success : live a better and well
organized life

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

I know, everything takes consequences. I wanna have a new life. Now, Im still trying to be a better and wise person, a good friends for those who wants to be my friend, closer to God, humble, and all kinds of good thing.

I'm so grateful that Allah still loves me. He opened my eyes to see the life surrounding me dan bikin aku sadar “Din, hidup kamu tuh udah enak banget sekarang ! Kamu masih bisa milih dimana kamu mau sekolah, kamu bisa beli ini, kamu bisa beli itu, semua yang kamu mau dipenuhin sama papa mama.”

Jadi ? Sekarang ? No more excuse for being lazy ! No more excuse for being indifferent !

Toh akhirnya aku juga yang akan menuai hasil jerih payahku sendiri dan akan kupersembahkan untuk papa mama yang udah baik dan sabar untuk ngerawat semua anak-anaknya :)

~the way you live is your choice~

GOOD LUCK

Hijab Shoot

Tuesday, 5th April 2011

Today is bright day, Oka (my friends) and I have already make an appoinment to make this beautiful day become a "centil" day. We put make up on our face and make a lil' unimportant photo shoot actually haha

There you gooo.....

  

Dwita Andini Siregar

Noorqa Zanial Azizah

Greeting

Assalamualaikum...

Hi, my name is Dini :)

Actually this is my old account but I decided to revise this blog with the better one.

Enjoy !!!