Jumat, 10 Juni 2011

I want.....

Have you ever feel like what i feel ? Where people only respect you when you have an achievement and then they will know you as a talented person.. hmmmmmm

Dont you feel upset when people you love proud to somebody who have an achievement ? Me ? Yes, i do. I do feel useless at the same time and it makes me wanna cry sometimes.

I know, I dont have any precious achievement like people you respect had. But at least, i'm happy with my life. And you know what ? Just because I dont have it at all NOW it doesnt mean that im fool and unskilled.
I ever be the top 5 of the best graduate in junior high school, i ever be the second winner of a modelling competition, i ever be the third winner of writing and singing competition, i was a balinesse dancer., and there were still a lot of things that you dont know. I dont mean to show what i ever did off before, but... Could you just a lil bit understand ?

Halo ! This is me ! Im still alive here, around you ! I also deserve to be proud of !!!!